Author: Bev

If I had done this rather than that… If I had moved there instead of here… If I had partnered with that one in place of this one… If I had taken that job in lieu of the other one… What if I had chosen differently? Who would I be today?

Many years ago I remember thinking it might be fun to play a party game called, “If.” It was intended as an icebreaker or getting-to-know-you kind of game for adults. I think the gist was to ask the group open-ended questions, like, “If, blank, then, blank…” encouraging creative, fun answers.

I’ve been pondering the “butterfly effect.” Put in simple terms, the “butterfly effect,” coined by meteorologist, Edward Lorenz in 1972, explains that something seemingly as minor as a butterfly fluttering its wings in Brazil, can inexplicably cause or prevent something large-scale like a tornado in Texas.

I’m not a hard scientist nor particularly sciency-minded, so I apply the “butterfly effect,” from science’s chaos theory to social psychology, where a minor action like a choice made long ago theoretically altered the personal or social consequences we live with today. I’m reminded by the iconic line often uttered by the Steve Urkel character in the early 90s television show, Family Matters, “did I do that?”

Then, of course, since I also float toward Christian spirituality in all things, I thought of how much of today’s effects are designed by God. Is God the ultimate Architect of one’s destiny?

I’ve not always been comfortable with the “let go and let God” philosophy. I like a certain amount of control. I prefer to think that I’ve made some pretty wise life decisions gleaned from having a sound mind and sharp enough intellect to get by without destroying my own life or that of others in my vicinity.

I’m cool with God deciding my overall destiny since it’s my belief that I also have free will in the bulk of the little stuff along the way. God, in His almightiness, allows us to live the “butterfly effect.”

The Bible says we have free will, which sometimes acts to our detriment and perhaps we wish He’d take the wheel, as some vague country song lyric running around in my head, suggests. But most of the time the “butterfly effect,” has worked out okay for me.

I’ve been contentedly married for nearly forty-six years to a man who I’m certain God put in front of me at a certain bank teller window in 1979. I gave birth via c-section to a baby girl in 1990. It wasn’t according to my home-birth plan, but we got the girl we never dreamed of but the one beyond our dreams.

We have lived in parts south and west in the United States. It wasn’t Africa or Germany which were both on the table. However, we were called to specific places filled with people whom we needed to meet and mix with, learn from and teach.

Before the first century AD, Roman Stoic philosopher, Seneca said, “Fate leads the willing and drags along the reluctant.” I’m reminded by the Doris Day 1956 song, “Que Sera, Sera,” whatever will be, will be, which displays a similar philosophy about fate, or destiny. Also, the familiar, “it is what it is,” is a thoroughly modern understanding of Seneca.

I don’t always think life is about cause and effect. I’m more of a correlation kind of girl. Having been trained in social science, I could relate to correlational outcomes rather than the rare but occasional absolute cause and effect proven by multiple experiments.

It’s my educated opinion that tons of stuff in life are correlated or related, but whether one thing has definitively caused the other is questionable, to me. I’m aware in many evangelical Christian communities, the “sow and reap” example is rife with misinterpretation and judgment.

It is my experience lived, that you rarely sow and reap directly. And, most evangelicals will admit that sometimes, you reap a much bigger harvest from a seed sown, than you expected. Weeds, mixed into the soil don’t always explain the wonky harvest you must gather when the time comes for picking the fruit.

Or, your harvest is continually weak even after sowing batches and batches of seeds, watering, fertilizing, facing the sun, and expecting something resembling the seeds sown, from your effort. Is this fate? Or, is it a wait and see moment?

So, back to butterflies. These critters are pretty close to being one of the more magical of nature’s progeny. They start out as lowly caterpillars and transform into something of fleeting beauty that inspire us all.

I think it’s funny, and so utterly human that Lorenz, the “butterfly effect” meteorologist, didn’t use the butterfly metaphor in 1961 when he was first formulating his theory. He used a seagull but was convinced by Philip Merilees to switch his example to the more poetic or romantic butterfly instead.

Interestingly, all kinds of the smallest of things effecting massive changes have been used to explain the “butterfly effect.” Removing a single grain of sand may actually change the immeasurable whole of the ocean bed; a single electron and an avalanche; an altered future from treading on a butterfly in the past; the flap of a housefly’s wings effects atmospheric winds around the world, etc.

What is your “butterfly effect?” I will always rely on the Edward Hale quote, “I am only one, but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something; and because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do the something that I can do.”

Edward Hale, a nineteenth century American author, minister, and social reformer, also served as Chaplain in the United States Senate from 1903-1909. Poignantly, Hale wrote a, now classic work of fiction, called “The Man Without a Country.” Americans should listen up. Dying in exile after committing treason, the main character in Hale’s book, learned too late, the value of the country he denounced.

I’ve visited a few other countries and dream of visiting some more. But, my conclusion is, they all have positive and negative aspects and are a joy to visit. Home, is, however, home, and home is good.

Wouldn’t it be cool to start a homeland-positive, non-political “butterfly effect,” here in America, and see where that takes us. It couldn’t hurt. I’m reminded of the 1848 Shaker hymn, Simple Gifts, where freedom comes with a humble, simple life of gratitude and finding ourselves in a “place just right.”

When playing a game on my cell phone, an ad came up for another game. The ad claimed that it was an incredibly relaxing game. Then it said that only people with an IQ over 130 can win said game.

I said to myself, “wow, this ad appeals to one’s vanity. The only reason for downloading that game would be to prove to yourself that you’re brilliant enough to win it and be relaxed in doing so. I’m one of the few with a high enough IQ to win it handily.”

I’m reminded of the 1970s Carly Simon hit, “You’re So Vain,”…”you probably think this song is about you, you’re so vain.” Are you singing it with me?

There is a thing in book publishing called a Vanity Press. In a nutshell, an author pays a publisher to publish their book. Why do you suppose it’s specifically called a Vanity Press?

The concept of vanity is associated with personal pride, ego and a desire to be seen for being special in some way. Renowned eighteenth century English novelist, Jane Austen, famously said that pride relates to our opinion of ourselves, vanity speaks to what we would have others think of us.

Austen spoke of vanity a long time before social media took over the subject. Today, we live out our vanity through social media, Facebook, Instagram, TikTok, YouTube, and the like. The entire reason for the existence of these platforms is to be seen by others as admirable in one way or another. They are jealousy-making tools, which back in the day we called, “dig me” avenues for fueling our self-esteem.

Today there is a whole category of humans who rake in billions of dollars making us admire, even reverence, them. “Influencers” make us want to be like them, and we think we can, because of advertising. Advertisers love the idea of appealing to the vanity of consumers. It sells products.

Everybody must naturally want to feel special because advertising keeps the capitalist circle spinning at an enormously rapid and costly pace. We spend, spend and spend some more in order to keep that feeling of being special, fueled.

Has capitalism made us all into “special-craving,” narcissists? We seem to hear a lot these days about narcissists. Just who are these folks?

Is anybody ever officially diagnosed with narcissism? Or is it a pop culture label for the bad guy in a co-dependent relationship?

Narcissists are characterized by grandiosity, exaggerating their achievements and talents; believing they are entitled to favor; using others to achieve their goals; lacking empathy toward others; and consumed by envy, both incoming and outgoing.

I wonder if we’re hearing more about narcissism in these times because we’re creating more narcissists through our culture? Are we making people think too highly of themselves through advertising and other moneymaking (capitalistic) systems?

It used to be standard thinking that you can’t buy love or respect and other such things. But, we can see daily that people try to buy anything and everything and if they’re prevented from doing so they resort to stealing it, cheating to get it, or counterfeiting it.

I’m thinking of another oldie song, “you can’t hurry love, you’ll just have to wait; love don’t come easy, it’s a game of give and take….” (The Supremes, 1966 Motown). Oh, as if waiting for anything is even possible in the internet age, when I can just pay someone to like me, love me, and shout it loudly all over the internet.

The Greek myth of Narcissus tells about a young man who fell in love with his own reflection in a pond. He ultimately dies because he cannot possess his image. It’s no wonder that quite a few more men than women are diagnosed with Narcissistic Personality Disorder, Narcissus being a male and all.

In all fairness, I’m guessing that what with cosmetics being a multi-billion dollar female-dominated industry, women spend more time in front of a vanity mirror than Narcissus’ progeny spends staring into a pond at their reflection. But, I don’t know.

So, if you think this column is about you, or me, or some other Narcissist that you know, perhaps you should contemplate these final cautionary tales, especially the last one. The first quote is from The Old Testament Book of Ecclesiastes, “vanity of vanities; all is vanity,” reflecting on the fleeting and meaningless pursuit of pleasure, possessions, wealth, and intelligence versus laboring toward spiritual wholeness.

“Pride goeth before a fall” (KJV of Proverbs 16:18);

“Vanity working on a weak head, produces every sort of mischief,” (Jane Austen);

“Vanity keeps persons in favor with themselves who are out of favor with all others.” (William Shakespeare);

“Where there is emulation, there will be vanity; where there is vanity, there will be folly.” (Samuel Johnson AKA Mark Twain);

“How vain, without the merit, is the name.” (Homer);

“We are so vain that we even care for the opinion of those we don’t care for.” (Marie von Ebner-Eschenbach);

“Even in a time of elephantine vanity and greed, one never has to look far to see the campfires of gentle people.” (Garrison Keillor).

So if we look for it, we’ll see beyond the superficial schemes of advertising and influence, to find simple, gentle, benevolent light in more faces and places than we imagined. Let’s cast our eagle eyes far and wide toward what’s good, admirable, true, just, excellent, pure, lovely, and worthy of praise (Philippians 4:8).

I’ve got questions about the concept of “smart.” First, is it an objective or subjective term, the word, smart? What makes a person smart? Is it always comparative to it’s perceived opposite, dumb, dense, or dull?

Who determines if you’re smart or not smart? How do we perceive smart? Are we jealous and do we think derogatorily of those we perceive of as smart or do we envy them?

A lot of the idioms associated with the word smart are really, very sarcastic or ironic. So, it makes me wonder if the word smart is not all that flattering. Or perhaps it’s a set-up, or stitch-up as the British say.

For example, Maxwell Smart, the title character on the 1960s television show, Get Smart, was a bumbling, oblivious spy. His name was chosen by show creators to ironically highlight his obvious lack of intelligence.

Then again, wise, now there’s a word. That’s a word you’d like to be associated with, unless someone labels you a “wise-guy.”

What makes it so flattering to be thought of as wise? I wonder if the contrast between smart and wise, is that we covet being smart but we aspire to be wise.

Some of those sarcastic colloquialisms about being smart are really put-downs for someone who’s a know-it-all. For example, the title idiom, “smarty pants,” and another one, “smart aleck,” refers to someone who wants to appear intelligent or clever but can’t pull it off naturally.

The origins of the “smart aleck” moniker was a police nickname for a 1840s New York criminal, pimp, and con-artist, Aleck Hoag. He was labeled “too smart for his own good,” or one might say “too smart for his britches.” He was conceited in his folly.

Hoag acted like a “wise-guy,” conceited and irritatingly self-assertive, clever but cocky and outwitting the police at every turn. One could almost describe a smart aleck or wise-guy as someone smart or even wise but in all the wrong ways, using one’s intellect for hurtful, arrogant or narcissistic uses rather than for good, or to uplift others.

That smart and sharp are synonymous, is evident in the phrases: sharp as a tack, not the sharpest tool in the shed, he’s a sharp dresser.

A “smart cookie” is an idiom popularized in the 1940s when food metaphors for individuals were used ubiquitously, like “sweetie,” “sweetheart,” and “tough cookie.”

So the word, smart, is used primarily to describe sharpness, quickness, intelligence, wit, stinging commentary or physical pain, cutting-edge technology, elegance or stylish appearance. If you’re described in any way as smart, you are on it, with it, up to speed, and all about the new and now; and someone noticed.

I wonder, is it desirous to be the smartest person in the room? Do kids want to be the smartest one in class?

Is “dumb-luck” and average intelligence perhaps better to live with than the Mensa, high-IQ kind of smart? What do you do with all that “smartest person in the room,” stuff? I don’t mean to be a smart aleck or a wise-guy, but I’m good with being the unnoticed listener in the room.

I’m happy observing the smart folk. The Dalai Lama said, “When you talk you are only repeating what you already know. But if you listen, you may learn something new.”

Blue sky inspires me. Especially after heavy fog or a deeply overcast atmosphere, there’s nothing like the peek of blue to send encouragement coursing through your soul.

Certain people are inspiring. Specifically, people who succeed through struggle are inspiring. Folks who flourish after they’ve failed; people who get up after falling; folks who have been there, done that; and people who rebound after being beaten down, inspire me.

It’s not inspiring to see winner win or the rich get richer. It’s inspiring to see loser win and the underdog, overcome.

It’s inspiring to see someone who had it rough, get er done. It’s cool to see someone who was up, then down, rise again. A comeback story is inspiring.

Art, music, words, and dance can all be inspiring if they’re delivered with love and spirit. I think the Hebrew people call it hutzpah.

My two-year-old grandson inspires me to do more than I should or even thought I could. He inspires me to get down on the floor and get back up again, to happily settle for second string to his mama’ first string, to engage in creative play, and to “do it again,” and again and again.

Physical intimacy is inspiring, especially hugs. After a hug you’re inspire to push through, move on, and keep it up. Connection is inspiring.

Travel is inspiring. Travel shows you what else, and “I could.” Great vistas, natural or made by humans, inspire. They inspire us to keep looking, in the hope that we will see.

Sometimes when I’m out walking, I get inspired that my body moves. I’m conscious of the movement of my legs, hips, torso, and feet. Awareness inspires me to stay aware and alert, cognizant of what living is. Living, not existing.

Many things inspire, but not much more than Spring, the epitome of inspiring. I mean, who can hate new birth popping out all around you? New beginnings are deeply inspiring Surely, newness is the definition of hope and inspiration.

One of my favorite inspirational songs is Rise Again by Dallas Holmes. Christ is the inspiration for other beautiful things rising again around Easter time. Crocuses come to mind, daffodils and lilies, and other dormant things come back from sleep. That’s inspiring.

Hope, deferred over what seems like a long winter, rises from within us in the Spring. It adds spring to our step and we want to skip and hop and spring back to life like the rest of nature. Like in Rise Again, we feel like “ain’t no power on earth can hold me back,” or “keep me down.”

We just “sprang forward” an hour, how inspiring is that, another hour of daylight? Sometimes you hop on one foot and then squarely with two feet, into Spring. That maneuver reminds me of the childhood game of hopscotch. It’s designed as a pathway with numbered squares. When you win at the end of the path, you hop around and do it all over again.

The Spring Peepers are squawking and birds of every ilk are out in force inspiring us to come outdoors and join the party. Squirrel and turkeys are loosening up and celebrating Spring.

Healing is inspiring. There’s nothing like being healed after suffering from any malady or injury. Medicines and health care workers, when they work for you and not against you, are inspiring. Herbs and whole food are inspiring because you know they’re building you up, not bringing you down; you can almost feel it.

Self-control including weight control, control over all appetites and addictions, is inspiring when you can do it. Whether our weight is up or down on a scale, or we struggle with fitness versus illness, when your appetites are under control, you want to keep going toward better and better wellness.

What do you say we just start hopping into inspiration and become one with the Easter bunnies, chocolate, stuffed, Velvetine, Benjamin, Peter or whatever bunny gets your hippity to hopping? Happy Spring and cheers to glorious inspiration.

You’ve all heard by now that corporate America is coming to town. And, no doubt, you’ve got feelings about this progressive phenomenon.

Not only have the SAC Shell convenience shops come under new ownership (Reliance Oil), but now it’s the Everett Foodliner with its partnered Exxon station as well as the Saxton Foodliner. In our household, we are some of the holdouts who still called our Everett Foodliner, “the IGA.”

The family-owned IGA has been around for generations and we’re used to it; we’re used to them. We appreciate that the Appleby family is aging like the rest of us and they should steer their personal future how they see fit, but we want their stores to miraculously stay the same, aging as they may be.

People are grieving the loss of the familiar, around town. I’m probably not the only one who has committed my feelings of loss and change to my dream life.

Yep, I had a dream about the IGA picking up and leaving town while Giant comes in and changes it all. It was about us running over a relative driving a motorcycle, hit-and-run style, and angry crowds filling the dark streets of Everett, but we all know it was about the IGA changing right under our noses. How dare they?

Just after the news hit the waves, it was turkey dinner day at the deli and guess what, they sold out before the end of the day. It doesn’t take a psychic to predict that the famous countywide doughnut case will also see empty days in the very near future.

As if you could hoard doughnuts, beautiful IGA subs, and their turkey dinners, these and other IGA favorites will grow scarce. Pile a winter storm on and look out for a few empty shelves soon.

One can sense the panic at the changes we anticipate. We see ourselves wandering around the entire store looking for where they put the jarred, minced garlic, or the flour tortillas, or oh my Lord, where are my favorite store brand pickles?!?

We fear the self-checkout and doing our own bagging and carry-out. It’s the home-town feel that we’re already grieving. We want to see familiar faces at the checkout, we want to feel valued, even cherished by the employees, like we value them.

These employees know us and we know them. They’re like the relative we hit and ran from in my dream. We fear that they and what they stand for are melting, melting, melting like the witch in the Wizard of Oz, into corporate nothingness and efficiency.

We fear we will no longer be special to our grocery family. We will be just another customer with cash or credit and they don’t care that we really liked those store-brand pickles.

Oh well, we have no choice but to move on. We have to turn on that same ole dime that we’ve turned on so many times over the years.

When we moved back from parts far and wide, to Bedford County over thirty years ago, the road widening on Route 30 between Everett and Bedford had just occurred and the Bedford Square Plaza, home of Walmart, was built. That was the beginning of our initiation to a changing Bedford County.

Now, after all this time it’s hard to imagine that highway any differently. It’s now the usual and we wouldn’t have it any other way. How about driving 70 miles per hour on I99? That was unheard of way back when.

I married into a family who had been military and my father-in-law stood tall representing the unofficial military slogan, “adapt and overcome.” Military leaders thought back in the early twentieth century, that there was no excuse for failing on a mission, because if you “improvise, adapt, and overcome,” you can accomplish pretty much anything you attempt, in some form or fashion.

I have come to believe that adaptation to change is one key to a fulfilling life. Change happens and we can grieve the old and the familiar having gone away, but just for a moment. Then, we have to be about the business of adapting to the new.

Some of us have grown to be okay with it, if not prefer the self-checkout. It’s usually quicker, if you don’t want to wait in line, and you have control over how your stuff is bagged. And, if your day is over-peopley and you want to run in and run out, voile the self-checkout.

Yes, we loved shopping at the IGA, but we have to let it go. I’ll bet you that Giant will have some things that we will like, maybe some of our favorite cashiers, maybe even their own brand of terrific pickles, wider aisles, something pleasantly surprising, if we give them a chance.

Let’s say we try forward-thinking about the changes to our beloved IGA. Instead of reacting to its loss, and being indignant at the sale of the store, perhaps we could try positively adapting our thinking to what might be, the opportunities that might come along with the changes. I’m guessing that’s what the Appleby’s would want for their community.

We’ll miss what you were to us IGA, since 1964. But we will adapt and overcome and in time, with a little help from our friends, we’ll be strutting up and down those new aisles picking up items with aplomb as if they were always located just there.

We’ve overcome the challenge of change before and we’ll be called upon to do it again. If the baby boom generation can do it, and we’ve done it countless times in our lives, anyone can do it. Let’s go shoppers!

Witty, early twentieth century comedian and writer, W.C. Fields said, “the best cure for insomnia is to get a lot of sleep.” Absurd, right?

Like it’s something you select from a menu, sleep isn’t so easy for some folks. It’s a bit too cavalier for me, that statement, “get some sleep.” In fact, it’s a pet peeve.

Sleep, when you can get it, is wonderful; it’s awesome, it’s even glorious. To awaken after sleeping seven, eight, or even nine hours is a marvel to some of us for whom it is on the side of rare, or an epic accomplishment.

One of the recommendations from every healthcare provider or pseudo health guru on the planet, is to sleep seven, eight or nine hours per night, for optimum health. I’ve often looked longingly at that suggestion, with hope in my heart, but dread in my head.

To those of us who suffer from or have suffered from insomnia, there is a thing called “sleep hygiene,” which is truly a hoot. It includes such helpful advice as darken the room, sleep in comfortable clothes, make sure the space is comfortable and cool, etc.

Like everyone who can’t sleep, aims for discomfort when they’re trying to fall asleep or stay asleep. Do “they” think we wear our party clothes to bed? Do we turn the heat up to 80 degrees? And, of course we turn all the lights on when we’re trying to sleep!

I’m sorry, but people who suffer from insomnia, and we truly suffer on occasion, we know all about the tricks of the trade to try to sleep. There is the lovely white noise machine, which blocks out extraneous sounds that startle awake a sensitive sleeper.

That’s me. The least little sound puts me on awake alert. It comes from self-training when I had a baby in 1990. I alerted to every peep my precious baby made. Even if I was in zombie mode, I was awake and on the job.

There are times, let me inform you, that insomnia just is. One of the most infamous things we do, is calculate like a mathematician, how many hours we might be able to achieve if we go to sleep within the next half hour. “I could possibly get four hours if I go to sleep in the next fifteen minutes.”

We know all about cutting screen time before bed, and not watching crazy stuff on television right before bed. We know all about overstimulation, and freeing our minds. Sometimes an insomniac can’t sleep because of our wiring, not because of our hygiene.

And I should talk about some of the things designed to “help” us sleep. There are the infamous pills, which seriously do drug you to sleep. But then, as with all pharmaceuticals, there are after effects which take a toll not to mention addiction for those susceptible.

There are over-the-counter type drugs, tinctures, and devices which may or may not help. Herbal drugs can help, but may be temporary or weak.

I think everybody has a sleepless night now and again. Worry or overthinking might take over when there are things in one’s life that are challenging or too much during the day and carryover into night.

However, I think that for many an insomniac, overthinking or anxiety is not the trigger for sleeplessness. Rather, it is an unknown, or elusive physiological or neurological problem.

I confess that there is an observable pattern for me. I often have a sleepless night prior to a next-day appointment of any kind. It doesn’t have to be a difficult, scary or challenging appointment, it can just be a fun thing, but one with an appointed time-frame. It’s a mental preparation thing, which is not uncharacteristic for an introvert. Has the upcoming day’s events been planned properly to achieve the most well-being?

Social media posts joke about the “3AM brain,” where you recall and review every awkward, stupid, or embarrassing mistake you’ve made in the last twenty years. Also, I have come up with many a column idea during these awake stints in the wee hours of the night. So, some good can come out of these 3AM adventures.

A positive attitude would agree with Alain de Botton, the father of emotional intelligence and practical wisdom, who said “Insomnia is the revenge of the many big thoughts one hasn’t had time to deal with during the daylight hours.” These “big thoughts” as well as dreams, can inspire creativity.

Not only is it insulting, it’s cruel for writers, or health experts to preach about how sleep deprivation is slowly killing us. Insomnia is not always self-sabotage. Finding fault with an insomniac’s lifestyle is unhelpful at the least.

Dale Carnegie, an early twentieth century pioneering father of self-help and personal development, said in essence, if you can’t sleep, get up and do something rather than lay in bed worrying about not sleeping and how bad it is for you. “It’s the worry that gets you, not the loss of sleep.” Agreed.

Sometimes insomnia is clearly related to overthinking, anxiety, and worry about “what might be.” However, there are times when insomnia just is.  Can you say, AGING!

Let’s say you’re feeling sort of sleepy, definitely tired, and the time is sufficiently right for it to be “bed time.” So, you go to bed. You curl up on your side, hug the pillow and settle into your favorite “getting ready to sleep” mode. Then you turn over onto your back and meditate, breathe deeply, pray briefly, and it happens. Your eyes pop open and suddenly your wide awake.

You’re not thinking about anything in particular. You’re not worried about tomorrow. You’re just awake, when you innocently intended to be asleep.

So, the next time somebody tells you that you need to get some sleep, reply with something like, “I will select that from tonight’s menu.” Or, say what I often say to the “have a nice day,” greeting from many a store cashier, “I’ll do my best, same to you.”

Weather events during the winter tend to capture the attention of even the most inattentive of folks. “Wither thou goest” in the winter, attention seems to follow.

I don’t know if it’s just our region that people go crazy when a winter storm is forecast, but it is a known fact that hoarding and panic buying takes place in Bedford County when snow is coming. “Milk and bread, milk and bread, milk and bread,” chant the zombies, practically running through the aisles of every store that carries food. Funny, that it’s not “fruit and veggies, fruit and veggies, fruit and veggies.”

It’s truly apocalyptic and down-right nuts around here when it’s about to snow. Stay home if you don’t want to confront the crazies.

You’ve probably heard that there are from over a dozen to fifty or even seventy Eskimo words for snow, considering the several Eskimo languages. Believe it or not, one of their descriptors is, “wet snow.”

Here in Pennsylvania, we often have wet snow because humidity is part of our weather repertoire. If you’re familiar with manually shoveling the white stuff, you know how difficult it is to shovel wet snow. It’s packed with moisture and it’s heavy. You have trouble getting the stuff off of your shovel and you might as well call it sticky snow. I wonder if the Eskimo’s have sticky snow.

Now and again we also have powdery or dry snow. I think the skiing industry calls it fresh powder when they have natural snow, freshly fallen from the sky. It’s light and easy to shovel, in fact it’s a pleasure to shovel for those of us who have shoveled our driveways or walkways for the exercise of it. You pick it up into your shovel and it almost flies away in the cold breeze when you toss it.

Like many of you, I watch the weather on an app on my cell phone. When reporting the temperature, it now differentiates between the actual weather and the “feels like” weather. I think that’s sort of new, I don’t recall always seeing that distinction.

At any rate, “feels like” temperatures factor in the wind and how it affects how we feel the temperature. I like that the weather considers our feelings, how about you?

Wind is a funny thing, not ha-ha funny, but peculiar. I had a Persian (Iranian) friend who despised wind. He found it to be creepy, almost evil. I’m reminded of the cyclone from the Wizard of Oz that starts the movie and sets the scary tone.

Wind can be scary. I wonder if the instability in the atmosphere which causes wind might be responsible for our fear responses to wind. Instability and unpredictability seem to go hand in hand and neither are conducive to peace of mind.

Whether you like winter weather or summer weather or you prefer one of the introductory seasons, spring or autumn, you are bound to have an opinion about the weather. We all do.

The weather is well known to be a top “ice-breaker” and conversation starter in both social and professional settings. The biggest reason for this is that the weather is a non-political and universal experience. You simply can’t go wrong with, “so how about this weather?” It’s a safe, shared, relatable and neutral topic for conversation. Everyone has an opinion.

So, “wither thou goest, I will go,” – taken completely out of context from the Bible – the weather will comply. Just like you carry your soul, your habits, your personality, your traumas, your intellect, your attitude, and your spirit, with you wherever you go, you meet the weather there too. You can’t get away from the weather.

Weather is just something you have to adapt to. You have to go with it. You know the saying, “if you can’t beat em, join em?” Well, this is my acceptance of the weather, whatever it is. I often force myself to go outdoors and join the weather. I decided long ago not to fight the weather, I can’t beat it.

Winter does not come in around here like a whisper. You know that Pennsylvania is the home of the weather predicting groundhog? He, I believe it is always a he, but I could be wrong, tells us via his behavior and his shadow, whether we will have six more weeks of winter or not. So, on Monday February 2^nd this year, Punxsutawney Phil will or will not see his shadow and we will know without a doubt if we must contend with more or less winter.

Like it or not, we sort of need moisture as parts of our back yard resemble a dried up tundra. We haven’t had enough rain and up until now, snow has been negligible this year. So a thaw in a few weeks, is kind of a needed weather event.

You’ve surely heard someone say about common conundrums, “we’re all in the same boat.” I recently came across a neat story about the storms of life. In essence, we all face the same storms, but we’re not in the same boat. Some people have access to a yacht, others have motor boats, row boats, or no boat.

We face the weather with varying resources such as wealth, want, willpower, weakness, or words of authority such as “storm, be still.” The point is, lets exercise compassion toward our fellow humans as to how we each cope with the storms that hit us all.